1. |
again
03:18
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i know better than to be with you
just another place to get my heart chewed
i guess whatever cus i'm used to it
here's my heart on a platter
for another girl who thinks that i don't matter
i can tell you're gonna shatter it
here i am
here i am again
here i am again the same old places
again
sure you're different, okay well
i've hear it all lol
you can't sell me that easily
can you tell i have trust issues
but who wouldn't after being so misused
i'm so fucking sick of it, you see?
here i am
here i am again
here i am again the same old places
again
i just need to know will you stick around
or are you just looking for a heart to pound
well i've got nothing left inside
cus here i am
here i am again
here i am again the same old places
and here i am
here i am again
here i am again the same old chases
again
again
again
again
again
again
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2. |
like
01:19
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i know you like me
you said you liked me
i know we were drunk
but you said you liked me
so why do you pretend to not
it is so confusing
i think you're really hot
let's make this the real thing
you call me gorgeous
say i make you happy
you hold my hand
make plans around me
but you say you have no feelings
i don't understand
you treat me like your girlfriend
but you say you don't want a girlfriend
you say you don't want a girlfriend
you say you don't want a girlfriend, no
na na na na na
na na na na na
na na, na na na
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3. |
eyes for you
02:13
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you're the one i know that already
and it hasn't been that long since we've been goin steady
maybe i'm crazy but nothin around us could phase me
i only have eyes for you
we stay in bed all day watch each other play Zelda
findin all the shrines over several glasses of wine
this is the life c'mon already be my wife
i only have eyes for you
your skin your hair your eyes your smile
the way you make me feel is wild
i don't know where we're goin to
but so long as you're in my view
i only have eyes for you
it's sweet you say these things about me, you need to know
i've also felt these things about you since long ago
you only have eyes for me and darlin all i see is you
i know that this feelin is true
you're the one i know that already
yes i am so glad you feel this way too hedy
maybe we're crazy but nothin around us could phase me
i only have eyes for you
i only have eyes for you
i only have eyes for you
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4. |
art
03:19
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you said you felt trapped and couldn't breathe
in desperation as you clung to me
locked in a cage yet you had the key
guess i was your only source of safety
you had ever-changing views on things
you hated everything eventually
i realized later this included me
my self-worth dependent on your mood swings
because of you
i'm different now my heart is not the same
cus of you no more room for scars
can't take anymore pain
constantly strived to be strong enough
to be your punching bag when life got rough
to handle learning bout your latest fling
love and pain meant the same thing
tainted the meaning of intimacy
took every bit of my self-esteem
led me to question my reality
looked down on all of my life dreams
because of you
i'm older now my soul is exhausted
cus of you don't care somehow
what you think of me n who you're with
now i've got thicker skin
don't need no violins
nobody tells me what to do
i've got a new worldview
despite how you made it seem
i know now what real love means
though you've destroyed my heart
i've put it back together in the form of art
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5. |
silly tune
01:58
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sittin in my room
got nothin else to do
feelin kinda blue
pick up my guitar and play a silly tune
do do do do do
do do do do
do do do
hangin in my room
kinda love the gloom
still i open up the blinds and look out at the view
it's so pretty from my room
i see all of the trees and the flowers bloom
sittin in my bed
starin at the ceiling
words come to my head
and suddenly im hearing
somethin like a song
my fingers start to play along
layin in my room
could stay here all day long writin silly songs
til the sun is gone
nothin id rather do
than be here in my room and play this tune
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6. |
airplane in the sky
02:00
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she flies an airplane in the sky
she goes high as white puffy clouds whiz by
streets and rooftops below
look how fast she can go
the world all looks so small from up there
she says hi to a flock of birds nearby
waves goodbye to all the people on the ground
as her propeller spins round and round
if only they could see how amazing it is to be
flying an airplane in the sky
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7. |
worth it
02:09
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honestly i don't know what got into me
everything about it was embarrassing
maybe i should go back to therapy
or stop the drinks until i get some clarity
i made you cry for no good reason why
i told you that i'd try but still i made you cry
it wasn't worth it
you're pretty and you deserve everything
not the things i said and did last night
i know it's silly that i wrote this song for you
but i'd do anything since i can't undo
i made you cry for no good reason why
i told you that i'd try but still i made you cry
it wasn't worth it
it wasn't worth it
it's never worth it with you
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8. |
i'll be fine
03:42
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why can't parts of life align
should i take this as a sign
puzzle pieces jammed in place
don't know which one is to blame
wish i knew what i did wrong
never meant nobody harm
shoved in the space between the cracks
i got the axe
everything is fallen apart
innocent with a broken heart
feelin so out of control
hard to let go
let go
but this time i'll be fine
but this time i'll be fine
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9. |
u don't know me
04:50
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what could you be thinkin bout me
for you to wanna get rid of me so easily
i hope you feel it's worth it what you did
cus i'm out here alone feelin like shit
the extent you'd go to prove you're right
for some narrative you wrote about my life
you signed me up for a game i don't wanna play
denyin you're playing is all part of the game
can't even look me in the eyes
stop thinkin bout me
you're wrong about me
you don't know me
quit talkin bout me
i'll give you what you want and go away
without ever hearing what i have to say
the dust has settled cmon admit it
the picture is clear now and i'm not in it
never thought it'd end this way
stop thinkin bout me
you're wrong about me
you don't know me
quit talkin bout me
it's like you pretend as if
my feelings just don't exist
why do they all go along
can't you see that you're all wrong
ignore all the words i said
isolated in my head
drink your beer and have a laugh
never bother to look back
la la la
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10. |
happy
04:41
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i'm doin the best
the best that i can
i wish everyone could understand
i finally feel okay with myself
it's been really hard til now to just accept me
i've only ever known who i'm supposed to be
all the love i've received has felt like for someone else
i could never hear over all the noise
didn't recognize the sound of my own voice
til i heard it screamin out in pain
i may look grown up now but really i'm just a girl
who for the very first time is truly seeing the world
if you don't know what i mean don't know how else to explain
so i'm doin the best
the best that i can
i hope everyone can understand
i'm just trying to be happy like everyone else
but i'm a little behind here could you give me a break
i'll learn my lessons, i'll make my mistakes
guess i'll lose some friends then if that's what it takes
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11. |
outro
02:40
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instrumental
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